My mind is all over the place. New opportunities are cropping up, new faces and voices. It's spring, it's all green and blossoms, and exciting.
Maybe I'm just not ready. Maybe I miss winter too much right now to embrace the buzzing that is all around me and in me. There are so many things to do, things that I need to do but that also align with what I want to do and sometimes to do something, you do have to choose. If I want to be here and now, I cannot be tomorrow or yesterday, or any concoction of possibilities in my imagination.
And yet at the same time, out of chaos comes order. Sometimes there needs to be a seismic shift, or several in order to break apart the habits that are there, the way of life that is there.
New York is moving all around. I wonder what that texture of space does to me. It is exciting, invigorating, and keeps one on their toes. But how does the mind find respite? Perhaps here I must learn to shift very quickly to find it. A moment on the train, at a crosswalk, as I sit in front of a screen with a flurry of things to do. Just a moment.
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